in my life:"i need you or not."
i feel the love for you is abating
with my cries"that i love you" reverberating
loving you for me was never a sin
i screamed it aloud for it to sound above the din
my pillows and my eyes only know the case
why i walk in rain even if it looks base
wished to accompany you in your walks always
even if they promised life sucking roadways
wanted to protect you from whatever ravenous
even if it portrayed me as someone frivolous
could even lay down my life(for you)
(to please you) can forfeit a life's strife
never have tolerated any hostilities for you
tried to shield(you from)any gibe aimed at you
nevertheless your indifference makes me think
in my life:"i need you or not."
wish i had never ever loved
my only heart would then
not have been robbed
i would never have been in pieces
neither had there been any(professional)glitches
swaying in a flurry of conflicting emotions
day dreaming and conceiving blurry future notions
might not have come my life's way
had this cauldron full of pure love
been kept at the bay
shudder i with this thought
in my life:"i need you or not."
neither completely shattered nor wholesome
still loving you with my heart as ransom
hope i can live and thrive even if you are gone
but trust me your place can be taken by none
you will be with me or i without you
cant answer that but can tell i have always loved you
you dont need me that much in your life
however with you by my side i could possibly never lose a strife
this still makes me forge a thought
in my life:"i need you or not."
a thing from heart as it oozes out
you are a person i cant live without
realize this if you can
and please do spare for me a thought
in my life:"i need you or not."
