ye pal

pal mile hain ye jo pal
dil main inhe sanjoe le jayenge
honge hum kal kaheen viraanon mai
yahi pal yaadein ban jayenge

zindagi ke ye khushbu bhare pal
waapas shaayad mil hume na paayenge
kho jaayen jab ye kafila sailaabon mai
yahi pal saahil ban jayenge

masti bhare ye pyaare pal
jeena hume sikha chale jayenge
bane kabhie afsana hum yaaron ka
to yahi pal lafz ban jayenge

naye raaston mai naye humsafar
shaayad mil hume jayenge
paar yaaron ke sang guzara har ek pal
muskurahaat labon pe le aayenge......

keh na sakun

keh na sakun kaise ye pal zindagi badal dete hain
rishton ki gehraai ko andar tak tatol jaate hain
bade kifayaati seekh hume de jaate hain
kaise kahun kitna kuch ye pal hume samjha jaate hain

keh na sakun kaisi saachai ye pal dikha dete hain
paaon ke tale zameen maano hila jaate hain
khud pe hota hai jo gurur uski asliyat bayan kar jaate hain
kaise kahun kitna kuch ye pal hume sikha jaate hain

keh na sakun kaise sailaab wo pal dil mai umda dete hain
puri manahsthithi ko jhakjhod ke rakh jaate hain
apni takalluf ko nazarandaaz na karne ki baat seekha jaate hain
kaise kahun kitna kuch ye pal hume ehsaas kara jaate hain

keh na sakun kaise ye pal asli aukat bata dete hain
saar pe chaadhyaye rishton ka khoklapan bayan kar jaate hain
rishton mai kitni gehraai hai wo bhi dikha jaate hain
kaise kahun kitna kuch ye pal hume baata jaate hain

keh na sakun kitna dard ye pal hume de jaate hain
par khud ko badalne ka mauka bhi de jaate hain
bahut ankahee baatein ye pal bayan kar jaate hain
kaise kahun kitna kuch ye pal hume dikha jaate hain

wo boondein

WO BOONDEIN

chapchap taptap aawaz karti wo khapraail par
mil mil kar ek doosre se behti wo dhaar bankar
kehte jaise humse har pal wo ek kahani
wo boondein jaise waapas laate hain koi yaadein ruhaani...

pehli baar jab chalna seekha tha papa ki ungli pakad kar
koshish karta tha ki samet loon inko apni mutthi band kar
bheegke jab ghar aata tha mummy ki daant khake tha hasta
wo boondein jaise aaj waapas yaad dilate hain wahi daastan...

doston ke saath jab hum baarish mai the bheegte
keechad mai ek doosre ko the dhakelte
gande hone par ghaar mai padne waali daant se ghabraanah
wo boondein jaise aaj waapas suna jaate hain wahi afsaanah...

aaj bhi barasti hain aasmaan se wo boondein
par bheegne ke khayal se bhi udd jaati haai aaj neendein
kya wo pal waapas koi dila sakta hai hume
jab sirf maa ki daant hi darathi thi hume
wo boondein aaj bhi hume choona chaahte hain
par kya karen hum to aaj baade ho chuke hain.....

RAJNIKANTH: NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE

PS all rajnikanth fans :- Kindly dont inform rajnikanth about this.

1. Rajinikanth killed the Dead Sea.

2. When Rajinikanth does push-ups, he isn't lifting himself up. He is pushing the earth down.

3. There is no such thing as evolution, it's just a list of creatures that Rajinikanth allowed to live.

4. Rajinikanth gave Mona Lisa that smile.

5 .Rajnikanth can divide by zero.

6. Rajinikanth can judge a book by it's cover.

7. Rajinikanth can drown a fish.

8. Rajinikanth can delete the Recycle Bin.

9. Rajinikanth once got into a fight with a VCR player. Now it plays DVDs.

10. Rajinikanth can slam a revolving door.

11. Rajinikanth once kicked a horse in the chin. Its descendants are today called giraffes.

12. Rajinikanth once ordered a plate of idli in McDonald's, and got it.

13. Rajinikanth can win at Solitaire with only 18 cards.

14. The Bermuda Triangle used to be the Bermuda Square, until Rajinikanth kicked one of the corners off.

15. Rajinikanth can build a snowman out of rain.

16. Rajinikanth can strangle you with a cordless phone.

17. Rajinikanth can make onions cry.

18. Rajinikanth destroyed the periodic table, because he only recognizes the element of surprise.

19. Rajinikanth can watch the show 60 minutes in 20 minutes.

20. Rajinikanth has counted to infinity, twice.

21. Rajinikanth will attain separate statehood in 2013.

22. Rajinikanth did in fact, build Rome in a day.

23. Rajinikanth once got into a knife-fight. The knife lost.

24. Rajinikanth can play the violin with a piano.

25. Rajinikanth never wet his bed as a child. The bed wet itself in fear.

26. The only man who ever outsmarted Rajinikanth was Stephen Hawking, and he got what he deserved.

27. Rajinikanth can talk about Fight Club.

28. Rajinikanth doesn't breathe. Air hides in his lungs for protection.

29. There are no weapons of mass destruction in Iraq. Rajinikanth lives in Chennai.

30. Rajinikanth kills Harry Potter in the eighth book.

31. Rajinikanth does not own a stove, oven, or microwave, because revenge is a dish best served cold.

32. Rajinikanth has already been to Mars, that's why there are no signs of life there.

33. Rajinikanth doesn't move at the speed of light. Light moves at the speed of Rajinikanth.

34. Rajinikanth knows Victoria's secret.

35. Water boils faster when Rajinikanth stares at it.

36. Rajinikanth can throw the Thackerays out of Mumbai.

37. Rajinikanth kills two stones with one bird.

38. Google won't find Rajinikanth because you don't find Rajinikanth; Rajinikanth finds you.

39. Rajinikanth gave the Joker those scars.

40. Rajinikanth leaves messages before the beep.

41. Rajinikanth once warned a young girl to be good "or else". The result? Mother Teresa.

42. Rajinikant electrocuted Iron Man.

43. Rajinikanth killed Spiderman using Baygon Anti Bug Spray.

44. Rajinikanth can make PCs better than the Mac.

45. Rajinikanth puts the 'laughter' in manslaughter.

46. Rajinikanth goes to court and sentences the judge.

47. Rajinikanth can handle the truth.

48. Rajinikanth can speak Braille.

49. Rajinikanth can dodge Chuck Norris' roundhouse kicks.

50. Rajinikanth can teach an old dog new tricks.

51. Rajinikanth calls Voldemort by his name.

52. Who do you think taught Voldemort Parseltongue? Rajinikanth did.

53. Chuck Norris once met Rajinikanth. The result - He was reduced to a joke on the internet.

54. Rajinikanth got small pox when he was a kid. As a result small pox is now eradicated.

55. Rajinikanth’s calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd, no one fools Rajanikanth.


56. Rajinikanth grinds his coffee with his teeth and boils the water with his own rage.

57. The last time Rajinikanth killed someone, he slapped himself to do it. The other guy just disintegrated. Resonance.

58. Rajinikanth once had a heart attack. His heart lost.

59. Rajinikant is so fast, he can run around the world and punch himself in the back of the head.

60. Rajinikanth can run at speed of light around a tree and screw himself.

61.Rajinikant can lick his elbows.

62. Rajinikant once ate an entire bottle of sleeping pills. They made him blink.

63. Rajinikant does not get frostbite. Rajnikant bites frost.

64. Rajinikant doesn’t wear a watch. He decides what time it is.

65. Rajinikant got his drivers license at the age of 16 seconds.

66. When you say “no one is perfect”, Rajinikant takes this as a personal insult.

67. In an average living room there are 1,242 objects Rajinikanth could use to kill you, including the room itself.

68. Words like awesomeness, brilliance, legendary etc. were added to the dictionary in the year 1949. That was the year Rajinikanth was born.

69. The statement "nobody can cheat death", is a personal insult to Rajnikanth. Rajni cheats and fools death everyday.

70. When Rajnikanth is asked to kill some one he doesn't know, he shoots the bullet and directs it the day he finds out.

71. Rajinikant can give pain to Painkillers and headache to Anacin.

72. Rajinikanth knows what women really want.


73. Time and tide wait for Rajinikanth.

74. Rajinikanth sneezed only once in his entire life, that's when the tsunami occurred in the Indian ocean.

75. As a child when Rajinikanth had dyslexia, he simply re-scripted the alphabet.

76. Rajinikanth collects Honey from his private Moon - HoneyMoon.

77. Rajinikanth can answer a missed call.

78. Rajinikanth doesn't need a visa to travel abroad, he just jumps from the tallest building in Chennai and holds himself in the air while the earth rotates.

79. Rajinikanth's brain works faster than Chacha Chaudhury's.

80. Rajinikanth doesn't shower. He only takes blood baths.

81. To be or not to be? That is the question. The answer? Rajinikanth.

82. The quickest way to a man's heart is with Rajinikanth's fist.

83. Where there is a will, there is a way. Where there is Rajinikanth, there is no other way.

84. Rajinikanth's every step creates a mini whirlwind. Hurricane Katrina was the result of a morning jog.

85. Rajinikant doesn’t bowl strikes, he just knocks down one pin and the other nine faint out of fear.

86. Archaeologists unearthed an old English dictionary dating back to the year 1236. It defined “victim” as “one who has encountered Rajinikant”.

87. There is no such thing as global warming. Rajinikanth was feeling cold, so brought the sun closer to heat the earth up.

88. Once a cobra bit Rajinikanth' leg. After five days of excruciating pain, the cobra died.

89. Rajinikanth is a champion in the game "Hide n' seek", as no one can hide from Rajinikanth.

90. Rajinikant proves Newton wrong all the time. Every time he performs an action, he simply eliminates anything and everything that can provide the reaction.

91. Rajinikant is a weapon created by God to use on doomsday to end the world.

92. Aliens do indeed exist. They just know better than to visit a planet that Rajinikanth is on.

93. We live in an expanding universe. All of it is trying to get away from Rajinikanth.

94. If at first you don't succeed, you're not Rajinikanth.

95. Rajinikanth's first job was as a bus conductor. There were no survivors.

96. Rajinikanth does not style his hair. It lays perfectly in place out of sheer terror.

97. When Rajinikanth plays Monopoly, it affects the actual world economy.

98. Rajinikanth is the only man to ever defeat a brick wall in a game of tennis.

99. Rajinikanth's house has no doors, only walls that he walks through.

100. Rajnikanth can appear sweet even if he ages 160.

INDIA: THE LARGEST DEMOCRACY

India is the cradle of the human race, the birthplace of human speech, the mother of history, the grandmother of legend, and the great grand mother of tradition. Our most valuable and most instructive materials in the history of man are treasured up in India only. Mark Twain describes India as such, a phenomenon so enigmatic that it takes more than random pieces of text to fathom its full magnanimity .

The Republic of India, as it is officially designated is famous not only for its rich legacies of tradition but for its assimilator demeanor in the global framework.

With a population of around 1.5 million, India houses a sixth of that of the world, ranking 2^nd only after China. The seventh largest country in terms of land area, it is called a subcontinent due to its mystifying diversity.

A country deriving strength from its nostalgia yet daring to delve deep into the murky abysses of oblivion became a sovereign , socialist, secular , democratic , republic on 26^th of January 1950 when the constitution of India was implemented on this auspicious day which was celebrated as the day of “Poorna Swaraj” by the Indian National Congress since its Lahore session in the year 1929. Since then Abraham Lincoln’s words of “ Democracy of the people, for the people and by the people” have been the new day order of Indian people.

Undoubtedly the largest in terms of population, India is the largest possible democracy in the whole world. Following a multi-party system, the system of governance is suitable on its own grounds, with people of all cast, creed, color and religion getting their representatives to represent them on the forum where they can get appropriate voicing to their innate or probably they think they will get or are getting.

A country with a population of 1.5 million and the final forum where people’s words are to be voiced constitutes of just 546 members. Can be a serious joke! People can argue that they are the cream of the whole nation selected by the people themselves. However when only 30 percent of the people actually vote in an election out of which the percentage of literate and conscious voters amount to less than half of total voting people, how does the argument of that the elected people  are the “ true representatives of people’s rights” hold good in reference to this context.

Controversies rattle the political circuit more often than praiseworthy anecdotes. Be it the stamp paper,  Boforse battle guns, Babri masjid case, hawala or chara ghotala people have always thought that they have faced injustice in the name of be it religion or security issues. Our taxes fill pockets of bureaucrats, our money increase their luxury and so we did all wrong in selecting them is what people say sitting at roadside tea stalls or playing cards but has anyone ever thought of cleansing the dirt instead of just being a bystander and waiting for some wizard to burst onto the scene and wave his magic wand an puff!!!! That hasn’t happened nor would it happen in living memory.

The Britishers  said that “ only Englishmen by their birth and training are fit to rule India. Once they desert it goons would take over.” Our so called politicians are proving such a backboneless insulting statement true. They even use all the 3w’s to get the chair whether they deserve it or not. The addiction of chair eventually drives all humanity out and makes way for Imps to manifest that even makes the election affair more ugly. People to satiate their personal ego even push the country for re-elections that cost the country billions which if spent on education of kids can provide free education to more than 40% of kids in the whole country.

The political system of the country is rotten to the core in this country with very few genuine people wishing the betterment of the country working in a state of terrible heartache. The Gandhian principles are now just a part of curriculum, Bose is just a martyr to whom we pay obituary on 23^rd of January every year and all such great people are just pieces memory whose legacies hold or enforce no values in the present scenario of Indian politics.

Nowadays an Indian youth wishes to stay away from politics as much as he can. They are ready to work day and night for an MNC but can’t spend half the time for thinking about the country. The leader of the pride doesn’t let another male challenge its supremacy is what the old, haggard and so called “experienced leaders” are following. Its time for the younger generation to take over and the older generation to step aside so that the new generation can get progressive ideas setting aside old and lethargic dogmas.

We fight over trivial matters making them a fiasco whereas the focus needs to be on something different. West Indians fight North Indians for staying on their place, states fight over possession of river water, people fight over making new states so that they can be operate their cabinets, fights over language, fights over religion as if they weren’t enough now people have started opposing the day of love. Petty matters get hyped but the real problems remain unnoticed. Unemployment, terrorism, naxalism, criminal activities, foeticide, crimes against women have never passed the barriers of just discussions even.

Debates over quota system or whose religion is the best are shown on the national television but an interview with a freedom fighter is never given the slightest thought. Values in democracy are sacrificed on the national altar as if a witch burnt at a stake.

The pathetic plight of Indian democracy is a serious issue of concern for the people of India. We focus on what our rights are but forget that even the constitution has conferred us with 10 fundamental duties which are often invisible on the context of rights. Rights if not given all sorts of hue and cry arises and its public politicization occurs however everyday we break free from all the duties and none raises a word against it. Incredible India indeed..

The largest democracy in the world is suffering from a disease of corruption that is moldering it slowly and eventually aiming for a total collapse. Till the time we think of what the country has done for us before thinking what we have done for the country, we wont be that golden bird which we were once.

The country has had enough of democracy. Enough of free reign for the people to choose their representatives who promise with empty high sounding words yet secure their own future instead of dreaming for the future of the country and working concretely towards achieving it. We need a dictator who can put an end to this chaos and bring order and heal the bleeding wounds and who’s better than the Indian Army.

Democracy in India isn’t a total failure but fails to deliver the whole promise it once promised. The Shashtri and Patel era is over . We find only plans of actions and mega projects decisions but the works are equivalent to an elephant’s fart. Pathetic can be a word describing all these yet the democracy has given India a respect in the international community and a new face of developing economy identifies itself with Indian system of government. Lot has been left undone which if done in the chronology can help us build an India which would command such respect that even the sun would be feeling obliged to visit this country on his rounds.

PCE: an Enigma

It is a common shibboleth that seems too abstruse to anyone who ever trespasses its not so charismatic boulevard that a building that cannot match the grandeur of the Imperial State building in a 100 years nor does it have the intricate carvings of the Vatican, lives in the hearts of the people who in the times of association with it didn’t want to visit it ever again in their lifetime.

 What it is that keeps the strings still interwoven? It is oblivious to all what a person fathoms. It’s the vibes of an individual only who feels it.

In the final year at PCE it really feels nostalgic when I turn back and trot down my memory lane scanning and skimming the events that shaped my life over the past 4 years. 5^th September 2007 was the first day when we first entered this college and found it not to be so humongous in terms of infrastructure. At this very juncture I thought did I do right in joining this college.

Classes commenced and I started making friends. Slowly this place, which I thought I had erred in choosing, seemed to be the best of my choices. The friends that I have are the best phenomenon that can happen to anyone in this entire world. Lot of learning with loads of fun became part of my life. I began believing that I am having a beautiful dream which would never end. Nevertheless now I wish I could have something that would be able to freeze time at this very moment.

Strikes, mass bunks, comments in the class, fights with friends over trivial stuffs, sycophancies and all such feelings would be the most missed after the term gets over. Teachers would be most missed despite the disrespect  or misbehavior or indifference shown to them during the terms.

However some feelings that I can’t fathom, why am I feeling nostalgic when I would be having a better future after college, why will I miss this life when I don’t want to do assignments or give viva.

The probable answer that I purport to solve my self-evoked query is that the enigma of PCE lies not in its four walled enclosure but in the people who make it what it is. And I won’t be missing the building but the people with whom I have spend some of my best years. These years have showed me every color of life, made me experience every emotion and yet some times I wish I weren’t here.

Whatever we may do, wherever we may go, this comes to be said finally: “good bye and good luck”. However some good byes are too painful especially when its said for an enigmatic phenomenon as PADMANAVA COLLEGE OF ENGINEERING………….

YAADEIN

waqt guzar jaata hai,inhe sanjone mai,
badi mehnat lagti hai,inhe bhulane mai,
kabhie khatti hoti hai,kabhie meethi,
par hamesha pyaari hoti hain: ye yaadein....

wo doston ke saath pyaari ladaiyaan,
wo viva ke samay par hoti khamoshiyaan,
wo teachers ke peeth peeche ki gayee chugliyaan,
bhulaye nahi bhoolti ye yaadein......

college ki strikes ya canteen ka khaana,
library ki lines ya juniors ka gaana(ragging ke waqt),
wo classes bunk karke corridors pe ghoomna,
bhulaye nahi bhoolti ye yaadein.......

ye college hum chod jayenge
par iski yaad dil mai le jayenge
hum jahan bhi rahen,humare saath rahengi
wo khatti,meethi,pyaari "COLLEGE" ki yaadein......

RUMAAL KA RAAZ

bakri chaaba gayee thi wo rumal
iss pe macha tha college mai bada bawaal
par kya hai iss rumaal ka raaz
aaj tak koi haal na kar paaya ye sawaal....

teen saal se nahi dhoya gaya uss rumal ko
fir bhi istemaal ho raha hai
uss me se shaade ande ki mehek aati hai
fir bhi usse seene se chipkaae rakha hai....

cricket ho football ho ya kuch nahi ho
rugged jeans se chicken ki tangdi ki tarha
laatakta rehta hai wo rumaal
branded nahi hai fir bhi kar raha hai kamaal....

kyun nahi dhoya gaya tha wo rumaal
khoj ke rahenge usse nikaal
india tv ke reporters ne kaha
aur bada sansani wala report tha tv pe aaya.....

aayie dikhate hain aapko rumaal ka raaz
jo kar dega ek maha frustu ka parda faaz
kyun nahi dhoya isne teen saal se rumaal
kya isse aaya nahi hygeine ka khayaal.....

aayie sunte hain uss frustu ki kahani
ussi frustu ki zubani
to boliye frustu raaj kya hai
aap ke rumaal ka raaz......

aanke thi uski num,
dil mai shayad tha bahut gham
dard bhari nigaahon se dekh kar
kaha usne wo haseen manzar......

jab wo aur uski mehbooba pahadion mai ghoomne gaye
wahan haseen waadiyon mai kho se gaye
aaya ek sard hawa ka jhonka
jiske chalte usske rumaal mai uski gf ne tha cheenka.....

ye uski gf ki uske paas aakhri nishaani thi
kyun ki usi hawa ke jhonke mai wo kahin udd gayi thi
dhoondne pe bhi nahi mili wo to iska dil baith gaya
iss rumaal ko kabhie na dhone ki kasam wo kha aaya......

tha yahi rumaal ka daaba raaz
kya karen koi kaam nahi hota hai to
hum bhi kar lete hain bakwaaz.........

CHUSU KI SUSU

hai kya haseen wo nazara tha
pce ke paas ke mod pe
momo waale ke paas khade ped se
thodi door jhadion mai kar raha tha
"CHUSU SUSU".....

door se dekho to lag raha tha
maano chote chote pedon par
baras raha tha saawan
padhaku bhi sharma jaaye,jaise tha
Susu karne mai Chusu magan.....

hawa ke jhonke uss susu ke dhaar ko
kabhi idhar hilate kabhie udhar
Chusu use dekh kar khush tha
ki tabhi SABU ne chillaya
"CHUSU EIDHAR MUD AUR SMILE KAR".....

ghooma chusu par tab tak
ho chuki thi bahut der
click ho chuka tha SABU ke camere mai
pedon par "CHUSU KI SUSU"
ka khaufnaak keher.....

nanhe ped murjha gaye the un par pade
uss gande susu ki gandagi se
par fir bhi baaz nahi aaya
wo darinda chusu
unpe susu karne se.....

SABU ko aaya bada gussa
un pedon ki behaali dekh kar
usne kaha chusu
pedon par se susu saaf kar
warna chod doonga ye pic mai facebook par.....

chusu tab bada tha muskuraya
nikal gaya wo lab karne
chod un pedon ko murjhaya
aaj par usne EXPENDABLES ko hai lalkaara
jinhe uska ganda susu bilkul nahi gawara.....

aaj pakad ke poora uska marenge
saare faasat ke jad uss chusu ko fod dalenge
saari zindagi sochta rahega facebook pe account kyun khola
aur hume jab bhi yaad karega ye kabhi nahi bhoolega:
"CHUSU KI SUSU"......

in my life:"i need you or not."

my heart's thumping with this thought
in my life:"i need you or not."
i feel the love for you is abating
with my cries"that i love you" reverberating
loving you for me was never a sin
i screamed it aloud for it to sound above the din
my pillows and my eyes only know the case
why i walk in rain even if it looks base
wished to accompany you in your walks always
even if they promised life sucking roadways
wanted to protect you from whatever ravenous
even if it portrayed me as someone frivolous
could even lay down my life(for you)
(to please you) can forfeit a life's strife
never have tolerated any hostilities for you
tried to shield(you from)any gibe aimed at you
nevertheless your indifference makes me think
in my life:"i need you or not."

wish i had never ever loved
my only heart would then
not have been robbed
i would never have been in pieces
neither had there been any(professional)glitches
swaying in a flurry of conflicting emotions
day dreaming and conceiving blurry future notions
might not have come my life's way
had this cauldron full of pure love
been kept at the bay
shudder i with this thought
in my life:"i need you or not."

neither completely shattered nor wholesome
still loving you with my heart as ransom
hope i can live and thrive even if you are gone
but trust me your place can be taken by none
you will be with me or i without you
cant answer that but can tell i have always loved you
you dont need me that much in your life
however with you by my side i could possibly never lose a strife
this still makes me forge a thought
in my life:"i need you or not."

a thing from heart as it oozes out
you are a person i cant live without
realize this if you can
and please do spare for me a thought
in my life:"i need you or not."

I WILL NEVER REGRET

in the midst of a throng
you are the one i seek
in the rhythm of the strings
you are the one i seek.

blended in a heavenly mist
nurtured by a divine bliss
you are the one i seek...

ANGEL is really what you are
you are so near yet so far
my love for you will never mar
if ever oblivion gets me that far.

love me if u can
be with me if u like
talk to me if u need
but dont hate me
for it makes my heart bleed...

the time spent with you
is eternity to me
your memories with me
are treasured gifts
your touch i will
never forget
"I LOVE YOU" is
what i will never regret...

I NEVER LEARNT

on the parapets of my dream castle
i sat and thought
what's that i never learnt?

i did my homework since i was a kid
i behaved well and was never sordid
i knew not what slangs meant
but what's that i never learnt?

i got prizes and certificates of merit
never got a black mark or a discredit
never sported a look that was funk
but what's that i never learnt?

always helped people in need
never followed an inhuman creed
in front of elders was never a blunt
but what's that i never learnt?

a good batsman in cricket
never easily i give my wicket
in other games also not a runt
but what's that i never learnt?

my memory's not so poor
but my ego for me 's too dear
considering myself infalliable
i erred in life
friends i treated with disdain
not realizing i was vain
loved someone without wanting pain
after all this
DO YOU THINK I AM SANE??????

wallowing in the emanation from the desolate
and after the soddy feelings are burnt
i get it
love's a four letter lie i never learnt.......
The enough misery stamps before a star bankrupt.

without YOU

days of reverie pass by
drowning grief and dilemma
as do some people
never feeling the charishma..

mask we ourselves
forgetting really what we are
trying to be the best
for the one who doesnt even care..

never did i think against you
always cared more than i should do
may be i couldnt convey
but i was never a taboo..

didnt want to lose you once even
always wanted your path to be star strewn
what happened i would never know
where should have been greenery lies now only snow...

life comes a full circle
i still wait for you
but i know your coming back
has to be a miracle
however i can wait for a life or a thousand
to be with you....

YOU

i think of those days
when we had different ways
i knew YOU not
YOU noticed me not
many times we walked past each other
never thinking of the other
or giving other even a stare
we had our worlds well separated
never realizing a day they would be connected
people had come into my life
none before gave me more than a gibe
but why YOU became my inspiration
and why do i wait for YOU in aspiration
are YOU the "ANGEL" i was looking for
or are YOU just a figment of my imagination
what i feel for YOU i cant fathom
the ocean of my vibes frothing in my bosom
how do i tell YOU
that :i need YOU for i love YOU
but why do i love YOU ?
the day YOU would need me
i will wait for
hope YOU never fail
for i swear by "THE HOLY GRAIL"
the one who will lead me to the end of the world
is "YOU"......